Saturday, September 25, 2004

Hope this message reaches you

As the time passes by, our friendship seems fading
Day by day with the hopes wading
Away from the promises that we made
To be togther in thick and thin till the end.


We together saw how beautiful the simple
Things in life are
We wished for each other looking at
The falling star
Our lifes filled with fun and grace
Making this world a better place


I could not find one reason why you left me alone
On your way as unknown, taking away my soul
Just leaving behind the memories of our relation
Which I would cherish for the rest of my life

I long to tell you how I feel
With the pain which only you could heal
I wish you the best wherever you are
I walk on my road of life pretending
That we are friends forever.




This is dedicated to you my dear friend( Shanthi).
I dont think I have been so much dependant on anyone
else apart from my parents. I still hope that we will
have those days back again...

Tanhayee ke gum mein ;-)

kahi khwabon me intezar bankar kho nahi jana
meri zindagi me ek rar bankar pyar le aana
meri rahonme humsafar bankar sath dena
meri yadonme hamesha ke liye ek bahar bankar reh jana
tum ek sapna nahi mere apna bankar aa jana

Don't Be Lost In My Dreams

I see myself snuggled in your arms
With your gentle touch of care that is so warm
With the spells of your becharms on me
When I am with you I find the child in me

I will never fear as long as you are near
Whispering the words that only I can hear
Come into my world to dry my last tear
To give me life and not to leave forever.



Though I have felt you many times, I haven't seen you yet
Lost in your world of love each moment your thoughts cleave
you have been a hopless dream which only I can believe
Make it come true so no more I need to peeve
And make everyone realize how much I Love You.


I can stop waiting, I can stop dreaming
But could I stop ny heart that beats only for you...
If the only place I can find you is in my dreams
I would sleep forever...
The love in me will never ever die.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Whose mistake is it???

Jyothi is one of my close friends. She is a woman with strong thoughts but
most of the times fate doesn’t help her in achieving/ doing whatever she wants. But she has been a successful woman in whatever fate chooses for her, cause of her hard work or sincerity or as her criticizers say ‘mere luck’.

She loves to be independent and the best. That is one of the reasons why she is still alone in her life though she has a very good family and lotz of friends around her. It was not recently that she realized that she needs a company in her life, someone who is for her and only hers. Finally she decided to get married.

Her father brought a proposal for her. They were asked to exchange their photos. His name is Surya. He too was a successful guy from the IIT’s and who was placed in one of the top companies. Moreover he was also working in the same city. His family background also being good everything seemed fine for her parents and they thought they have found the right match for their daughter.

Few days after they had exchanged their photos there were mails and phone calls between Jyothi and Surya. Jyothi was also impressed by the guy. She was for the first time experiencing those caressing and loving words. She too thought that the day has come where her thoughts should be filled with “We” rather than “I”. As any gal would dream she dreamt of her marriage and married life. It wasn’t so long that she was taken aback by a truth about Surya.

As usual she wanted to start that week with lotz of hopes. But that Monday she received a mail from Surya which was supposed to change her fate. She thought that would be one of those flattering or admiring mails that he used to send her. But this wasn’t a usual mail. Surya was a diabetic patient. He had to write that “before we go any further you need to know the fact that am a diabetic patient”. But he was ready for a negative response from Jyothi's side.

That day night when she got call from her parents she informed about this and they immediately have to drop the idea. Jyothi was left in confusion. She was not given time to think about the feeling that she has for the guy –“ pity or concern or anything more than that”. At last the marriage proposal was cancelled. The following day she got the last mail from Surya but she didn’t reply to that. Now Surya is gone forever from her life. As per her parents think it was a bad dream we ought to forget it. Sure she can forget that but can Surya do the same? Can he forget that he is a diabetic patient? What if he comes across the same again?

Is this a marriage called? Or a barter system? She was so confused whether to accept him for his honesty or to go by her parents decision. What if she came to know about that after marriage? Whose mistake is it???

Jyothi’s – for not being able to take her own decision?
Surya’s – the only sin he did is to suffer from diabetics and being honest to tell the truth?

Surya’s Parents – for not revealing the truth and for wishing to see their poor son married like any other would?

Jyothi’s Parens – for rejecting the proposal and for only reason to reject was to see their daughter happy with a best person beside her?

Marriage system’s - which only cares for credentials but not the feelings?

Or Fate’s – this time the victim being Surya????

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Harshitha

Deep in my heart, you had been
Away from the world that is so mean
Hiding yourself for the reasons unknown
With the feelings that are so strong
But been put aside for too long.

But today I see you beholding my emotions
With streched wings unfolding without any hesitaions.
Giving form to my feelings that were felt
And the thoughts that were dwelt alone in the corner of my heart.

You are not just words put together
But my memories lasting forever
You are my reflection, my satisfaction
You are my secret for an endless joy.